"Children are the world's most valuable resource and its best hope for the future." - JFK

There is no question...Africa is heading for a catastrophic famine. Drought, war, poor governance and the devastation of human health because of AIDS are all to blame for the food crisis.

All this is happening at this very moment yet we don't hear the stories of these men, women and children who are starving to death. What must happen before the U.S. media decides to address this issue? Will pictures more devastating than this have to appear before people begin to pay attention? I hope not...

If you are taking the time to read this, please take more time to visit these websites and help Africa:

http://www.worldvision.org/worldvision/master.nsf/home

http://www.savedarfur.org/

http://www.humanrightswatch.org/

Today as I drove to work (my internship) I realized my apathy. Now I sit here wondering if its normal for a senior in college who is less than two months from donning her cap and gown to want to throw out everything that has been accomplished. I majored in journalism, secured a coveted internship at a TV station and become editor of the college newspaper and now I feel like these things mean nothing to me in the greater scheme of life.

I have childhood memories of lying stomach flat on the floor watching Katie Couric and Bryant Gumble toss witty banter back and forth through the TV and hoping someday I would be on the Today Show couch. I was probably seven years old and in my naivete thought it looked glamorous and fun to host a morning news talk show. Once the awful years of junior high turned into highschool, being a journalist meant public service. I really bought in to the idea that the media is the "fourth estate" that I could become a "watchdog" for all things that go against integrity and goodwill.
Now that I've been in college for the past 3 years I've charged ahead with a one-track mind of becoming an aggressive journalist. To me, being a journalist and being a humanitarian have always gone hand in hand. Journalists do what they do to effect the greatest number of people in the best possible way, right?

I'm not so sure anymore. Don't get me wrong - there are great outlets like PBS's Frontline, NPR, the BBC and others. But those outlets are the forgotten entity of the media today. Flip on American TV and you can find hours and hours of local news, network news and cable news that are largely filled with shock-and-awe crime stories, yawningly long accounts of doppler weather and never ending analyzations of Michael Jackson's secret life, runaway brides and Brangelina.

How many Americans have actually heard of a place called Darfur where far too many people are being killed for reasons that suburban America will never understand? Or how about the ethnic tensions that have been going on in eastern Europe for longer than I've been alive (FYI 23 years)? Not to mention the horrendous slave trades throughout the world that continue unnoticed to western eyes.

Enough for now. But can anyone understand my sudden disillusion with the "fourth estate"?

"Nature does not hurry, yet everything is accomplished"
- Lao Tzu

I often look at this picture taken among the Cascade Mountains in Washington and remember to slow down and smile...
The snow covering the ground is a chilly blue but the promise of sun is on the horizon. The powdered trees and hibernating grass don't doubt the unfailing sunrise - so why should I doubt that life will go on as it always has?